Going For Broke

I am sitting here this morning in a very depressed state. The only thing really holding me together is my Grandson, Elijah. His laughter as he watches Sponge Bob Square pants warms my heart.

I really don't know how much longer I will have this internet or even a house to live in. I have been searching daily for employment to no avail. I have never had this much trouble finding a job in my life.

I am sure not making enough on this computer to survive.

My wife is on disability, but health care insurance has to come out of that. She goes to kidney dialysis every other day for 4-5 hours.

We are taking care of Eli while my daughter is getting set up in another city. We felt it was a good idea for her to leave this area with all the memories of Jonathan.

David Olson is still roaming around and has tried another bit of B.S. on me. A few days back I got a call from a Dallas county sheriff deputy. Olson was trying to say that I was threatening him. Heck, I didn't know where he was until that phone call. I now know he is somewhere in the Buffalo, Missouri area. I decided to do some checking on Missouri Casenet for David M. Olson and discovered he has himself in trouble again. Driving on suspension. Killing Jonathan will come back to bite him someday.

This may be my last hub for a while.

We are drowning in debt and I must cut the items that we really don't need.

I request prayers.

If I do lose my internet, I will still get a library card and check my email, but I may lose my main email account. For you my friends that would like to still get a hold of me you can also send mail to this account.

I will leave you with another video I made and I thank you for your prayers. I know God has a plan.

I must say as I watched this video again and started crying, little Eli saw my tears and grabbed his Paw paw and hugged him tight. Thanks be to God for this little boy.